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He gives me that submissive feeling …

He awoke me with a coffee and a kiss as he returned to bed after doing his morning ‘farm chores’. It’s only been this last week where he’s had time to rejoin me in the morning. Usually he’s headed off to whatever project he has on the go. I’m sleepy after falling back to sleep at 5 something, my now only occasional insomnia having hit me at 3 AM. I tuck into him as he lies sitting up on top of the covers, still dressed in jeans and black tee, tablet in hand, reading blogs. I read over his shoulder.

As he finishes up and closes the tablet cover, he asks … “How are you doing?” …

…. “I’m okay I think or at least okay as far as we’re concerned … for myself, I’m kind of at loose ends” …

… “Have you been horny at all?” … (we’re/I’m still sort of in ‘lost libido limbo’) …

… “Not really but I have thought about sex now and again” …

He pats his lap …

… “Come on around and across my lap, babe …. we’ll have a talk” …

I pout in response … “I’m comfy where I am … can’t we talk like this” …

… “Nope … around you go” … motioning me off and around the bed to his side … yes, I’m already naked ’cause that’s the way we roll …

By the time I’m at his side of the bed, he has a pillow across his lap and one on my side of the bed for my head …

… “Over you go” … he topples me onto his lap, scooching me close into him with his left arm and begins rubbing my bum with his right hand … “now talk to me” …

And with that, he starts in with light spanks …

I know he wants a further elaboration of me saying I’m feeling at loose ends … I explain with our daily schedules reduced with the end of summer, grandkids back to school, garden harvest done and lately, daughter’s work schedule reduced, I’m kind of faffing in the wind and I need to get myself back on track.

… “and that’s all?” … he asks. I can almost hear the smile in his voice … because we both know he can help with that. It was the area where most of our DD day to day rules were focused … on my sometimes lack of self direction that most often happens when I don’t have ‘lines of accountability’ in place … and he is the ‘master’ of accountability … pun intended 😉

I’m not very good at the ‘just talking’ thing … I can take a problem or issue to him and we talk it out but when it comes to general conversations about my feelings … even writing down my feelings … I struggle … but again he already knows this …

… “other than that, I’m okay” … I reply … in between spanks … and it’s getting harder to talk about anything while his hand is focused on my ass …

It’s been a long while since I’ve had an over the knee (OTK) spanking. In our DD phase, it was a sure way to get me into submissive headspace. I see spanking and impact play as very different spaces – for me impact play is kinky and erotic, spanking in and of itself, is not. Frank would disagree. For him, any type of spanking is erotic and he teases me that eventually it does get me going as well. Right now, given the amount of time since I’ve had anything other than a few swats here and there, it’s taking a bit for me to settle down and warm up …

“You know this will help with your submissiveness” … he is picking up the pace … the spanks becoming sharper …

“Relax into it, breathe, embrace the feeling … and keep your feet down and no squirming” … he speaks quietly but firmly …

He has now settled into a rhythm of spanks followed by rubs, deep massage and pinching – rinse and repeat. I feel myself relaxing into the glow that has begun …

… “your bum is getting nice and warm”, he says, his fingers straying, also checking for heat and wetness between my legs … leaving a growing need for him to touch me more …

He starts asking me to alternatively press into his thigh and breathe deep … and I begin to feel the descent into my submissive headspace … but before I’m entirely there, he pats my bum …

… “come straddle me” …

I do, settling in for an embrace … my head on his shoulder but he turns his head slightly, mouth to my ear and softly asks …

“Would you like to come for me?” …

… with no hesitation I reply … “Yes, Sir” …

He reaches into the headboard behind him and with his other hand, he makes a turn around motion. I bow forward, head towards his feet, and open myself to him. Then with vibrator and magic fingers, he takes me the rest of the way there …

2 Comments

  • missy

    What a hot and sexy scene. I do love an erotic spanking like this and agree with you about the mindset as it makes me feel very submissive too 😊

    • Nora

      I’ve read some of your erotic spanking tales, Missy … hot! … very hot :>)) … it’s always interesting to me how I, over the years have never considered ‘spanking’ … as in OTK or pants pulled down, to be erotic. Whack my ass with a flogger, crop or even hand, during sex and I’m all over it … but in and of itself … it’s not something that comes to mind along with desire. However, when F is serious about it (as opposed to a playful spanking), it definitely triggers submissiveness and that, I’m guessing, causes a turn on of sorts … nj … xx

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